Tarot lessons – Just the Tarot

The Empress and the Courage to Be “Unproductive”

The Empress Archetype and Relaxation as a Way to Nurture Creativity.

In my Empress affirmation poster, I paired her image with the words:

Nurture Creativity

This may be one of the most misunderstood instructions in the entire Tarot.

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Because most of us have been trained to believe that creativity comes from effort. From discipline. From pushing harder. From sitting at the desk and refusing to get up until something happens.

That approach belongs to The Emperor.

The Empress operates differently.

She does not force growth.

She allows it.

She creates the conditions in which growth becomes inevitable.

Creativity Cannot Be Forced

Every creative person eventually encounters this paradox.

The harder you try to force creativity, the more it retreats.

You sit at your desk, determined to produce something brilliant. Hours pass. Nothing happens. Your mind feels like dry soil.

And then, days later—while taking a walk, washing dishes, or doing something completely unrelated—an idea appears effortlessly.

It arrives whole.

Not constructed, but received.

Albert Einstein understood this phenomenon. When asked how he discovered the theory of relativity, he didn’t describe grinding intellectual labor. He said simply:

“It just dropped in while I was playing the piano.”

He wasn’t forcing the insight.

He was allowing it.

This is Empress energy.

The Forgotten Value of Leisure

The philosopher Josef Pieper wrote a remarkable book titled Leisure as the Basis of Culture. In it, he argues that leisure is not the absence of productivity, but its foundation.

Leisure, in its true sense, is not laziness in the modern, pejorative sense. It is a state of receptive openness.

It is the willingness to stop forcing.

Pieper observed that culture itself—art, philosophy, music, science—arises not from frantic effort, but from spaces of inward stillness.

When we allow ourselves to be idle, something deeper begins to move.

The soil replenishes itself.

Modern society often treats leisure as wasteful. We are taught that our worth is tied to constant activity. But creativity obeys older, quieter laws.

Seeds do not grow faster because you stare at them.

They grow because the conditions are right.

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Julia Cameron and the Act of Creative Nurturing

Julia Cameron’s The Artist’s Way remains one of the most practical and psychologically accurate guides to creativity ever written.

Her central insight is simple: creativity must be nurtured.

Not commanded.

She encourages practices like morning pages and artist dates—not to produce finished work, but to create space for the creative self to emerge naturally.

These practices are Empress practices.

They say to the creative mind:

You are safe here.

You are allowed to emerge in your own time.

And when that safety is present, creativity begins to flow again.

The Courage to Be “Lazy”

This is perhaps the most radical lesson of The Empress.

You must allow yourself to be, at times, unproductive.

Not because you are weak.

But because you are cultivating fertility.

What appears to be inactivity is often incubation.

Beneath the surface, ideas are forming. Connections are being made. Your subconscious is doing its work.

If you constantly demand output, you exhaust the system that produces it.

The Empress reminds us that rest is not the opposite of creation.

It is part of creation.

Nurture Creativity

The Empress does not shout. She does not command. She invites.

She reminds us that creativity is not a machine, but a living process.

It responds to kindness.

It responds to patience.

It responds to nourishment.

When you stop trying to force creativity and begin nurturing it instead, something remarkable happens.

Ideas begin to arrive again.

Quietly.

Effortlessly.

Like seeds finding their way toward the light.

So when The Empress appears in your readings—or quietly makes herself known in your life—it is not a signal to push harder. It is an invitation to soften. She asks you to step out of the mentality of force and into the rhythm of cultivation. To rest without guilt. To follow your curiosity. To trust that creativity, like all living things, emerges when it is nourished rather than commanded.

She reminds you that you are not a machine designed for constant output, but a garden capable of extraordinary growth. Your task is not to force the flowers to bloom, but to tend the soil and allow them to emerge in their own time.

The High Priestess: What It Really Means to Trust Your Intuition

The High Priestess Archetype and learning to trust our intuition.

In my High Priestess affirmation poster, I chose the phrase:

“Trust Your Intuition.”

It sounds simple. Almost obvious.

And yet it’s one of the most misunderstood instructions in the entire Tarot.

We say things like:

“I have a feeling . . “

“I just have a hunch . . .”

“I’m getting bad vibes about this . . .”

All human beings have intuition — some more than others. Some people sneer at it as a primitive, pseudo-mystical leftover from a less scientific age. Others practically swim in it, using it as their primary guide through life.

Most of us fall somewhere in the middle.

We occasionally get flashes of clarity about which path to take and which to avoid. But most of the time we default to logic. We try to predict outcomes. We use our brains rather than our hearts.

And then sometimes — usually in hindsight — we think:

“Damn, I knew better . . .”

So it’s worth asking:

What is intuition… and what is it not?

It’s Not Fear

One of the biggest confusions we have is mixing intuition up with the limbic system — the ancient part of the brain responsible for fight-or-flight.

That system exists to keep us alive. It detects threat. It reacts instantly.

It was what warned our ancestors that something dangerous was hiding in the trees. We experience it today as:

The hairs rising on the back of our neck
A sudden jolt of anxiety
The feeling that someone is watching us

That reaction can feel mysterious. But it isn’t mystical. It’s biological.

True intuition does not trigger fight-or-flight.

It doesn’t flood the body with adrenaline. It doesn’t tighten the chest.

Real intuition is calm.

It arrives quietly, with a sense of understanding. It clarifies rather than agitates. Instead of panic, it brings steadiness — a subtle reassurance that says:

“This is right – you’ll be okay.”

It’s Not Rapid-Fire Prediction

The brain is constantly predicting the future based on the past.

When we encounter a new situation, the mind instantly searches its archives for similar experiences. It matches patterns, runs comparisons, and projects possible outcomes — all in a fraction of a second.

We’re mostly unaware this is happening.

So when we say we “have a feeling” about someone, what we often have is a memory.

If we once had a terrible experience with a brunette woman wearing purple socks, we may feel wary of a new brunette wearing purple socks. We call that a vibe.

It isn’t.

Some people process these patterns so quickly that it seems magical. Certain personality types — INFJs and INFPs, for example — are especially skilled at rapid, intuitive-seeming synthesis.

But that process is still rooted in past data.

True intuition is different.

It is not logical.

It is not based on memory.

It may have absolutely nothing to do with what has happened before.

It is a clear message about the present moment — even when there’s no obvious reason you should understand what you understand.

It’s Not Fragmented

You may have met highly sensitive or empathic people whose lives are chaotic.

On the surface, that seems contradictory. If they absorb more information than most, shouldn’t they navigate life more easily?

Not necessarily.

When someone takes in too much external input without discernment, they can lose track of what belongs to them and what belongs to others.

If they’re near someone who is anxious, they become anxious. If they’re around anger, they internalize anger.

Soon they feel as if they’re having five contradictory “intuitions” at once.

But intuition does not contradict itself.

It does not conduct committee meetings in your head.

It does not present twelve equally compelling paths and demand that you choose one immediately.

True intuition is singular.

It points.

It does not debate.

Clear, Calm, and Quietly Joyful

Perhaps the greatest hallmark of genuine intuition is that it brings relief.

It removes doubt.

It dissolves mental noise.

It doesn’t shout. It doesn’t demand. It doesn’t come with fireworks.

It simply settles into you and says:

“Yes, this is it.”

And when it does, there is often a subtle happiness attached to it — not excitement, not mania — but a deep rightness.

That is the High Priestess.

She does not force reality.

She does not argue.

She does not panic.

She knows.

And when that knowing arrives within you, the work is not to question it endlessly — it is to honor it.

That is what “Trust Your Intuition” really means.

The Magician — Become Your Magic

Integrating the Magician archetype into our lives.

It’s a foundational premise of the Tarot that we are all our own Magicians.

We create our lives through imagination, intention, will, and attention. The tools are already on the table. The energy is already within us. We shouldn’t need gurus, occult masters, or spiritual middlemen to “activate” anything for us — because our creative power is our birthright.

So why do so many of us wander in circles?

Why do we feel disconnected from our own magic?

Why do we feel driven by outside forces instead of guided by our internal compass?

If we want to fully integrate the Magician archetype into our lives, it may help to examine what the Magician is not.

Because sometimes clarity comes from contrast.

The Magician Isn’t Self-Doubt Disguised as Humility

When we look at the traditional Magician card, we see the tools laid out clearly: the cup, the sword, the pentacle, and the wand. Nothing is missing.

The problem is not a lack of tools. The problem is the refusal to pick them up.

How many books go unwritten because someone thinks, “Who am I to write a book?”

How many paintings never see the light of day because someone thinks, “I didn’t go to art school.”

Self-doubt often masquerades as humility. It sounds modest. It sounds careful. It even sounds wise.

But it’s usually fear.

The Magician does not deny his gifts. He uses them.

Every one of us has talents, perspectives, experiences, and insights that no one else on the planet possesses in exactly the same configuration. The moment we stop apologizing for that uniqueness and begin using it, we step into our magic.

The Magician Isn’t Scattered Energy

The Magician is focused intention.

One hand points to heaven. One hand points to earth. Energy flows through him with direction and clarity.

This doesn’t mean we can’t have many interests. It means we choose what matters most right now — and we concentrate.

If you want to be a writer, write daily.

If you want to open a nursery, start gathering pots and soil.

If you want to transform your life, choose one consistent action and repeat it.

Scattered energy feels busy. Focused energy creates results.

The Magician understands hierarchy. He knows what matters today — and he pours his will into that.

The Magician Isn’t Manipulation

The Magician archetype is often misunderstood as charm, persuasion, or cleverness.

But true magic isn’t about bending others to your will.

Manipulation says, “I can’t do this on my own, so I need to control the room.”

The authentic Magician says, “I am aligned. I will act. And the world will respond accordingly.”

There’s a profound difference between influence and integrity.

The Magician’s power comes from alignment — not trickery.

The Magician Isn’t Performance Instead of Authenticity

There are two kinds of magicians in the world: the illusionist and the integrated.

The stage magician dazzles. Distracts. Redirects attention. Pulls rabbits from hats.

The integrated Magician is quieter.

He doesn’t need to perform spirituality. He doesn’t need to announce his power. He doesn’t need to posture as enlightened.

He simply acts in alignment with who he is.

In our modern world, it’s easy to confuse visibility with mastery. A quick scroll through social media will reveal countless self-proclaimed “masters” selling certainty.

The true Magician doesn’t need the spotlight.

His magic works because it is authentic.

The Magician Isn’t Unintegrated Knowledge

There’s an old Sufi saying: You can load a donkey down with holy books, but it won’t make him wise.

The same applies to spiritual study.

You can memorize Tarot definitions, chakra systems, Hermetic principles, and mystical philosophies. But until those teachings become embodied, they remain decoration.

The Magician integrates.

He doesn’t just study the tools — he uses them.

He doesn’t just read about transformation — he practices it.

He doesn’t just speak about power — he becomes it.

Knowledge becomes magic when it moves from concept to action.

Become Your Magic

So what is The Magician, then?

He is integration.

He is the moment you realize the tools have been there all along.

He is the decision to stop waiting for permission.

He is the willingness to focus your energy.

He is the courage to act authentically.

He is the discipline to practice what you claim to believe.

The wand raised to heaven and the hand pointing to earth symbolize alignment — vision grounded in action. Inspiration translated into reality.

When we stop outsourcing our power — to gurus, critics, algorithms, trends, or fear — we begin to feel that alignment inside ourselves.

We stop asking, “Who am I to do this?”

And we begin asking, “Why not me?”

The real magic was never in the costume.

It was in the willingness to use what you already possess.

That’s why my affirmation for this card is:

Become Your Magic.

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Not find it.

Not earn it.

Not prove it.

Become it.

Because the tools are already on the table.

The only question left is:

Will you pick them up?

The Fool: Be in the Flow

The Fool card as the archetype of the Flow State.

Most people misunderstand The Fool.

They think he’s reckless. Naïve. Careless. About to step off a cliff because he doesn’t know any better.

But The Fool is not stupidity.

The Fool is original harmony.

The Soul in Its First Breath

The Fool represents the new Soul in the world. He carries the energy closest to what we had when we first incarnated — before cynicism, before conditioning, before we learned how to overthink everything.

In that original state, we are in harmony with our environment. Our perception is clear. Our energy hums. We are not fighting life. We are participating in it.

That’s why, when I designed my Tarot affirmation for The Fool, I chose the phrase: Be in the Flow.

Available as a 13 X 19 inch poster on my Etsy shop.

The Fool doesn’t force the river. He walks with it.

What Happens When We’re in the Flow?

Two remarkable things tend to show up when we’re in this state:

Synchronicity and serendipity.

Synchronicity occurs when your internal mental and emotional state aligns so cleanly with the outer world that meaningful coincidences begin to appear.

You’re thinking about needing a new job. A gust of wind blows a newspaper to your feet. The classified section is open. Someone has circled a listing that’s strangely perfect for you.

That’s synchronicity — the outer world answering an inner alignment.

Serendipity is its carefree cousin. It’s good fortune arriving without an obvious causal chain. It’s stumbling into opportunity. It’s finding gold doubloons tucked inside a thrift-store chest of drawers.

Synchronicity feels meaningful.

Serendipity feels lucky.

Both tend to emerge when we stop strangling life with effort.

Wu Wei and the Zero

The Fool’s number is zero.

Zero is potential. Zero is openness. Zero is the circle that contains everything.

In Taoist philosophy, there’s a concept called Wu Wei, which means “effortless action.” It’s not laziness. It’s not passivity. It’s action that arises from alignment rather than strain.

Instead of striving against the current, we move with it.

The more we harmonize with life’s rhythms, the easier life becomes. Paradoxically, we accomplish more by forcing less. When we loosen our grip, synchronicity and serendipity begin to move.

It can feel as if the Universe starts supplying what we need the moment we stop demanding it.

The symbol of Wu Wei is the Enso — a single open circle. It looks suspiciously like a Zero.

It looks suspiciously like The Fool.

The Trick of the Dialogue

Here’s the delicate part.

Flow is not a switch you flip.

Researchers who study the flow state consistently find that it emerges when we are relaxed, engaged, playful, and open. It does not emerge when we are clenched, controlling, or desperately trying to optimize ourselves.

You don’t command The Fool state.

You invite it.

And this is where the dialogue begins.

When we relax and allow life to surprise us, we send a subtle signal:

“Okay. Show me what you’ve got.”

That’s when things begin to move.

The Universe does not respond well to micromanagement.

The Pink Elephant Problem

Of course, we immediately run into a paradox.

You cannot work very, very hard at not working hard.

You cannot become extremely serious about not being serious.

Try this: do not think about a pink elephant with purple polka dots.

Exactly.

The harder we try to relax, the more tense we become. The more we strive to enter Flow, the further away it seems.

In our self-improvement culture, we are experts at turning everything — even surrender — into a project.

But The Fool is not a project.

Dancing Instead of Driving

The Fool state is not about giving up responsibility. It is not about sitting on the couch waiting for destiny to knock.

It is not about “surrendering your will” in some dramatic spiritual gesture.

It is about remembering.

Remembering that we were born playful. Born curious. Born in rhythm with the world.

The Fool doesn’t run the Universe.

He dances with it.

When we return to that original ease — relaxed, alert, a little amused at our own smallness in a very large cosmos — something remarkable happens.

Life softens.

Doors open.

Wind blows newspapers at our feet.

We stop trying to force magic — and we discover that it was already in motion.

The Fool smiles because he knows a secret:

The cliff isn’t always a cliff.

Sometimes it’s just the next step into the Flow.

If you were to reduce all of that to a single affirmation, it would be simple:

Be in the Flow.

And then — gently — stop trying so hard to do even that.

Running It By the Numbers: The Numerology Behind the Tarot Suits

Running It By the Numbers explores the numerological structure behind the Tarot suits from Ace through Ten.

When we look at the Tarot, it’s easy to get lost in the images, stories, and archetypes of each card. But underneath the pictures, symbols, and personalities lies a beautifully simple structure: number.

In each suit — Wands, Cups, Swords, and Pentacles — the cards numbered One through Ten follow a consistent energetic progression. The suit shows where the energy is playing out (creativity, emotion, thought, or material life), and the number shows how that energy is unfolding.

So let’s run it by the numbers.

Below you’ll find the numerological meaning of the cards from Ace (One) through Ten, and how that meaning expresses itself across all four suits.

One (Ace): Beginnings, Seeds, Potential

Ones represent the spark.

They are beginnings, raw potential, the moment when something new is offered into your life.

Numerologically, One is unity, origin, and creative impulse — the first expression of energy.

In Tarot:

• Aces show opportunities.

• They don’t guarantee outcomes — they offer possibility.

Each Ace says: “Here is a seed. Will you plant it?”

Two: Balance, Choice, Polarity

Twos represent the moment when the One becomes aware of an “other.”

Numerologically, Two is duality, relationship, contrast, and choice.

In Tarot:

• Twos often show balance, tension, or decision.

• They ask you to relate — to a person, a feeling, a path, or a truth.

Twos say: “Now that something exists, how will you engage with it?”

Three: Growth, Expansion, Expression

Threes are the first moment of outward growth.

Numerologically, Three is creativity, expression, and development.

In Tarot:

• Threes show movement, growth, collaboration, and early results.

• Something is starting to take form.

Threes say: “This is beginning to live and move in the world.”

Four: Structure, Stability, Foundation

Fours bring form, boundaries, and stability.

Numerologically, Four is structure, order, and grounding.

In Tarot:

• Fours stabilize the energy of the suit.

• They create something solid enough to rest on — or sometimes something rigid enough to get stuck in.

Fours say: “Let’s make this real and sustainable.”

Five: Disruption, Challenge, Change

Fives introduce instability.

Numerologically, Five is movement, friction, and necessary disruption.

In Tarot:

• Fives often show conflict, loss, challenge, or tension.

• They shake what has become too fixed.

Fives say: “Something needs to change — even if it’s uncomfortable.”

Six: Harmony, Integration, Adjustment

Sixes restore balance after the disruption of Five.

Numerologically, Six is harmony, healing, and realignment.

In Tarot:

• Sixes often show cooperation, support, generosity, or healing.

• They smooth what was roughened.

Sixes say: “Let’s bring this back into balance.”

Seven: Assessment, Testing, Inner Work

Sevens are a pause for evaluation.

Numerologically, Seven is reflection, inner work, and spiritual testing.

In Tarot:

• Sevens often show challenges that are internal, subtle, or strategic.

• They ask you to examine your approach.

Sevens say: “Is this truly aligned — and is this worth continuing?”

Eight: Power, Mastery, Momentum

Eights represent focused energy and effective action.

Numerologically, Eight is power, movement, and manifestation.

In Tarot:

• Eights show work, effort, discipline, and progress.

• Things move quickly here, for better or worse.

Eights say: “Apply yourself. This can be accomplished.”

Nine: Fulfillment, Culmination, Near Completion

Nines bring things close to completion.

Numerologically, Nine is culmination, wisdom, and harvest.

In Tarot:

• Nines often show satisfaction, insight, or emotional/spiritual fullness.

• They can also show isolation, depending on the suit.

Nines say: “This cycle is almost complete — what have you learned?”

Ten: Completion, Overflow, Transition

Tens complete the cycle — and often overwhelm it.

Numerologically, Ten is completion that tips over into excess, leading back toward a new beginning.

In Tarot:

• Tens show endings, fulfillment, or overload.

• They signal that a cycle has run its course.

Tens say: “This is complete. It’s time to release and begin again.”

In Summary

Across every suit, the numbers tell a story:

1. Seed

2. Choice

3. Growth

4. Structure

5. Disruption

6. Harmony

7. Assessment

8. Effort

9. Fulfillment

10. Completion

When you read Tarot “by the numbers,” you gain a deeper sense of where you are in a process — not just what’s happening, but what stage it’s in.

And that can be incredibly clarifying.

Because sometimes the most important message isn’t what is happening…

…but where you are in the journey.

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Impostor Syndrome and The King of Wands Reversed

The King of Wands reversed shines a light on impostor syndrome — that nagging sense of never being “good enough.” Learn how this Tarot archetype mirrors self-doubt and discover practical steps to reclaim authentic confidence, reverse the distortion, and own your rightful place at the table.

Do you never feel “good enough?”

Do you feel like, no matter how hard you try, no matter how much you do, you’re still falling short?

Does it seem as if everyone around you somehow has more talent, more luck, and is more deserving than you are?

That’s called, “Impostor Syndrome,” and it can destroy our lives.

WHAT IS IMPOSTOR SYNDROME?

Put very simply, it’s the persistent feeling that we’re a fraud, even when the evidence in our life says otherwise.

Self-doubt becomes a constant companion and we dismiss our achievements as, “a fluke,” or, “just good timing.” Even worse, there’s a chronic fear that someday we’ll be found out, that everyone else will realize that we’ve just been bullshitting our way through life and we don’t have any real substance.

It’s quite common among people who grew up in abusive households because that’s one of the primary messages that they got as kids: “you’re not good enough.” No matter what you do, you’re still not good enough.

It’s especially common among creatives, leaders, and anyone who’s stepping into a new role in life. Exactly the people who are already stretching themselves into growth and success.

THE KING ON A SHAKY THRONE

In the Tarot, the King of Wands represents the exact opposite of impostor syndrome. He radiates confident leadership. He’s the charismatic leader who can stand firmly in his own power and inspire the people around him.

But reversed? His fire dims and he hesitates. His self-belief falters and instead of leading with boldness he spirals into self-doubt.

That’s where Impostor Syndrome rears its ugly head:

Self-doubt in leadership.

Fear of being, “Found Out’ and huge anxiety that others will see through the facade.

Inconsistent Confidence and swinging between moments of brilliance and moments of total collapse.

Avoidance of responsibility and shrinking back from visibility and opportunity.

Overcompensation and burnout where we work WAY too hard to prove our worth until exhaustion sets in.

The King of Wands reversed is the perfect representation of Impostor Syndrome at work.

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HOW TO OVERCOME IT

There’s an old joke that says that if you feel the need to ask your therapist if you’re a narcissist, you’re not one. The same thing applies to Impostor Syndrome. If you’re constantly full of self-doubt, you probably shouldn’t be.

The gift of the Tarot is that no card is fixed. The King of Wands can always be turned upright again and so can our confidence. Here are a few simple practices that can reverse Impostor Syndrome:

1 – Keep a, “proof journal.” Write down ALL of our wins, big and small, to create a counter-narrative to the voice that’s telling us that we’re, “not good enough.” And if that feels uncomfortable, it’s just proof that we really need to do it.

2 – Normalize mistakes. People with Impostor Syndrome don’t just regret it when they screw up – they beat themselves into a bloody pulp over it. Every artist, every writer, every visionary stumbles. That’s part of the growth curve. As Julia Cameron said, “In order to become a good artist, you have to first give yourself permission to be a bad artist.”

3 – Talk it out. When we share our doubts with a trusted friend or therapist we get the realistic feedback we need. When we tell someone we love that we feel like a total fuck-up they will frequently be amazed and even appalled that we could perceive ourselves that way. Basically, that’s just, “borrowing someone else’s eyes” and they may see our brilliance and talent far more clearly than we can.

THE ONLY IMPOSTOR IS OUR SELF-DOUBT

The King of Wands reversed reminds us that Impostor Syndrome isn’t the truth. It’s a distortion, an illusion that doesn’t need to define our reality.

Turn the card upright and loosen the chains of self-criticism. Step into the fiery confidence that we should have and that we deserve.

We’ve already earned our places at the table. Now own it.

Dear Prudence – The Mysterious Case of the Missing Tarot Card

An examination of the mysterious Prudence Card that vanished from the original Tarot decks.

Did you know that there was a card that simply vanished out of the Tarot deck? Poof! Like it never existed, and its existence isn’t even known, except to a few historians and Tarot scholars.

THE PRUDENCE CARD

The card was known as, “Prudence,” and – as you can see – it depicted a woman looking into a mirror while a snake keeps her company. A very strange image, indeed.

It appeared in one of the first known Tarot decks, known as the Visconti-Sforza deck. This was about the year 1450 and, although the images were crude by today’s standards, for the most part they represent the same themes we see in our modern Tarot decks. Except for Prudence. What in the hell is SHE doing in there?

WHY PRUDENCE WAS INCLUDED

To understand why Prudence made her way into the Tarot, we really have to look at what was happening in Europe in the 1400s.

Can you say, “Inquisition?” Sure you can.

This was a time when the Catholic Inquisition was in full swing and even the hint of fortune telling could get you burned at the stake as a witch. The Tarot is – quite obviously – a tool for divination and so they needed to disguise what it really was.

The first ploy was to say that it was just a simple card game. You know . . . it’s just poker, only with archetypes. Nothing to see here.

The second trick was to include so much Christian imagery that the priests and torturers would be thrown off of the scent. In order to do that, they included the ‘four cardinal virtues’ of the Catholic Church. They are:

JUSTICE

TEMPERANCE

FORTITUDE (AKA Strength)

PRUDENCE

Put quite simply, these cards are nothing but camouflage for the real, original Tarot deck.

SO WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?

The obvious question here is, “Why did Prudence disappear?” Why did the other, “virtue cards,” remain while she went away to wherever ex-Tarot-cards live?

Most scholars suggest that the messages she was meant to convey – reflection, wisdom, self-knowledge – were simply absorbed by other cards. They feel that The Hermit card in particular had all of those qualities, so perhaps Prudence simply wasn’t necessary.

In modern terms, we could say that her job description was eliminated. Which sounds like bullshit, doesn’t it?

My personal theory is that Prudence may have been just a little too Pagan for their purposes. It’s a very strange card. The image of a woman, a snake and a mirror conjure up memories of mythological creatures like Medusa or Hathor. Perhaps the artist who created the Visconti-Sforza deck was tipping his hand a little too much with this depiction and they needed to hide her.

Whatever the reason, Prudence faded into obscurity, leaving the Tarot a little leaner, but much more mysterious.

PROBLEMS FOR THE OCCULTISTS

The presence of Prudence would have created a major problem for the Victorian occultists – who really brought the Tarot back to life – had they known about her.

They were bound and determined that there was some secret, ancient path hidden away in the Tarot cards and – by god – they were going to find it. In the 19th century, Eliphas Levi had correlated the 22 cards of the Major Arcana with the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet. He went on to create an elaborate system where he divided the 22 cards into three groups of 7, which echoed the Kabbalistic Tree of Life.

Arthur Edward Waite, who published the Waite deck that we’re all so familiar with, was so determined to make the deck fit into a numerology scheme that he actually changed the order of the cards. He flipped the numbers so that Strength took the place of Justice and Justice became Strength. Who cares about history, right?

And, after all of the many years they put into organizing the 22 cards of the Major Arcanum into tidy systems, it turns out there were actually 23 cards.

Well, hell.

CLOSING THOUGHTS

The disappearance of Prudence is more than just a historical footnote. It reminds us that our knowledge of the Tarot is constantly evolving and it leaves some tantalizing questions.

Why did this ONE card disappear, and not the other virtue cards?

Was the Tarot truly designed as a mystical system disguised as a game?

Does it carry Egyptian or even Atlantean symbols that were concealed from the religious authorities?

The mystery endures and the Tarot invites us to keep looking.

“Just the Tarot,” by Daniel Adair – A kindle ebook available on Amazon

Shine Your Light: The Star Card, Shame, and the Courage to Be Seen

This post explores the deeper meaning of The Star card in the Tarot and reflects on why so many of us struggle to shine our light in the world. Drawing on the work of Brené Brown, Tibetan Buddhism, and real-life dynamics like shame and codependency, I look at the messages—both cultural and personal—that lead us to dim our brilliance. The Star invites us to pour our gifts into the world, not for recognition, but because it’s who we truly are. This is a reflection on healing, self-worth, and the sacred courage it takes to be seen.• shine your light

This image is from one of my new Tarot Affirmation posters, now available on my Etsy art site. I really love how it turned out—but even more than that, I love the message it carries: Shine Your Light.

And yet, for so many of us, that’s easier said than done.

Instead of shining, we hide. Instead of pouring ourselves out like starlight, we dim, shrink, withdraw. Why is it so hard to be radiant in a world that so desperately needs our brilliance?

The Culture of Shame and the Fear of Being Seen

In one of her powerful TED Talks, Brené Brown speaks about the culture of shame we all live in. Even if you didn’t grow up in a dysfunctional family (and statistically, about 60% of us did), we’re still marinated in a society that constantly criticizes, compares, and belittles.

Maybe you brought home a report card with a B, and your parent asked, “Why didn’t you get an A?”

Maybe you’re in a job where meeting your performance goals doesn’t bring a sense of completion—it just earns you a fresh, even more demanding set.

Maybe you’ve internalized the billions of dollars spent by the beauty industry telling you that your face, your body, your age, or your hair simply aren’t good enough.

On social media, the message is constant: unless you’re being validated with likes and followers, you’re invisible.

Advertising tells you your house isn’t elegant enough, your car’s too old, your wardrobe outdated.

Even spirituality isn’t immune. We whisper to ourselves: I should be better. I should care more. I should meditate more. Pray more. Try harder.

Let’s face it: in this world, it’s all too easy to believe that we should be ashamed of simply being ourselves.

As Brown puts it, shame drives two powerful tapes in our heads:

1. You’re never good enough, and

2. Who do you think you are?

And because those tapes run deep, we begin to engineer our own smallness. We shrink ourselves to stay invisible—because visibility feels like a threat. We dim our light so no one will see just how “inadequate” we believe we are. And in doing so, we fail to shine.

Codependency and Dimming Our Own Lights

Sometimes, the reason we hide isn’t culture—it’s relationships.

Too many of us are caught in dynamics where one partner shines while the other fades into the background. It might be dressed up in the language of care or sacrifice, but the effect is the same: one person takes center stage, while the other erases themselves.

It could be a relationship with a narcissist, where one partner is expected to provide constant praise, attention, and emotional caretaking.

It could be a more obvious kind of abuse, where failing to meet someone else’s needs results in punishment, blame, or even violence.

It might even look noble—like staying small to “support” someone who is ill, unstable, or in need. But the underlying belief is this: there isn’t enough light to go around.

And so, we dim ourselves to make the other person shine.

We play down our accomplishments. We pretend we’re not that talented. We take the backseat in our own story. And we tell ourselves it’s virtuous.

But it’s not noble to disappear. It’s not compassionate to go dark.

We were meant to shine.

The Star Card and the Sacred Act of Sharing

The Star card in the Tarot is a card of healing—but it’s not just personal healing. It’s about reconnecting with the world by letting your own light flow into it.

In Tibetan Buddhism, there’s a teaching that each of us carries a radiant jewel inside. It may be buried under layers of dust or encased in stone, but it’s there—glimmering with our true nature. And our task in life is to uncover that jewel and offer it to the world.

That’s what the woman in The Star card is doing. She kneels beside the stream and pours out her water—not hoarding, not holding back. She gives freely to the land and to the flow of life itself.

She’s not asking for praise. She’s not trying to be impressive.

She’s just being who she is: a vessel of light.

And so are you.

You don’t shine for applause.

You don’t shine to prove anything.

You shine because it’s your nature.

And this world is thirsty for that kind of offering.

A Final Thought

You are not just a person. You are a sacred gift.

You are a hidden jewel.

You are starlight in human form.

Let yourself shine.