The Hermit and the Light No One Was Meant to See

Exploring the nature of solitude as exemplified in The Hermit card.

Why do we let our lights shine?

There’s an old country and western song that proclaims, “You can’t be a beacon if your light don’t shine.”

But suppose you don’t want to be a beacon? Should your light still shine?

The Hermit is one of the most interesting paradoxes of the Tarot.

We see an old man standing alone on a mountain peak, holding a lantern high above his head so that its light shines into the darkness.

Only…

There’s nobody there.

The number of people who are actually seeing his light appears to be exactly zero.

That tiny detail invites us to question one of the most common interpretations of the card.

Most Tarot books tell us that The Hermit has withdrawn from society, gained wisdom through solitude, and is now returning to share that wisdom with humanity.

It’s a beautiful story.

The problem is that the card itself never tells us that story.

There is no path leading back to civilization. There is no village waiting below. There are no followers gathering around him. The image simply shows a solitary man standing quietly on a mountain, holding up a lamp.

Perhaps another wanderer on a distant peak catches sight of it. Maybe a passing Yeti looked over and wondered, “I wonder what that old dude is up to?”

Perhaps no one sees it.

The picture doesn’t seem very concerned with the audience.

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The Hero’s Journey

The traditional interpretation may come from one of humanity’s oldest myths.

The hero enters the wilderness, gains wisdom, and returns transformed.

Jesus withdraws into the desert.

The Buddha leaves the palace before awakening beneath the Bodhi tree.

The knights search for the Holy Grail.

Frodo returns to the Shire.

We’re so accustomed to this pattern that we naturally assume The Hermit must be following it as well.

Surely no one would choose to live alone forever.

Surely solitude is only a temporary stage before returning to the world.

But is that really what we’re looking at?

The Nature of the Hermit

In an earlier post, I suggested that there are many expressions of the Hermit archetype.

Some people withdraw because life has wounded them. They need silence to heal. Eventually, they return.

Others retreat for a season to study, write, pray, or rediscover themselves.

But the true Hermit is something different.

Solitude isn’t a strategy.

It isn’t therapy.

It isn’t preparation for the next chapter.

It is simply his nature.

He isn’t hiding from humanity.

He isn’t waiting for humanity.

He’s exactly where he belongs.

If he retreats only so that he can eventually come back and teach everyone else, then he isn’t really a Hermit at all. He’s simply taking a very long vacation.

The Hermit in the Tarot doesn’t appear to be preparing for a return.

He simply stands on his mountain with his lamp.

The Lamp

So why hold the lantern aloft?

If it isn’t meant to illuminate the world, what is it illuminating?

Perhaps the answer is beautifully simple.

The Hermit is illuminating himself.

That is the real purpose of his solitude.

Away from the endless noise of civilization, he can finally hear his own thoughts.

He can meditate.

He can write.

He can ask the deepest questions without someone else’s voice rushing in to answer them.

He is discovering who he really is.

John Muir captured that spirit perfectly when he wrote:

“I’d rather be in the mountains thinking about God than in church thinking about the mountains.”

The Hermit’s mountain is not an escape from life.

It is the place where life finally becomes quiet enough to hear.

The Gift of the Hermit

Ironically, people who truly become themselves often end up helping others without ever intending to.

Someone may see the light from that distant mountain and find hope.

Someone may read the Hermit’s journal centuries later.

Someone may simply be inspired by knowing that another human being lived authentically.

But that isn’t why the Hermit holds the lamp.

Helping others is a beautiful consequence.

It is not the purpose.

The purpose is to live honestly.

To know yourself.

To become the person you were created to be, even if no one is watching.

Perhaps that’s the greatest lesson of The Hermit.

Not every light is meant to attract a crowd.

Some lights exist simply because they are true.

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The Chariot and the Battle Before the Battle

The paradoxes of the Chariot card and learning self control.

The Chariot may be the strangest card in the Tarot.

It is supposed to represent victory, yet no battle has begun.

It represents movement, yet nothing is moving.

It depicts a chariot, yet there are no horses—only two sphinxes.

There are no reins.

There is no whip.

There is no enemy.

Nothing appears to be happening at all.

Was It Intentional?

And that may be exactly what Pamela Colman Smith, the illustrator of the Waite Tarot Deck, wanted us to notice.

For generations, The Chariot has been interpreted as a card of willpower, determination, and conquering obstacles. Yet when we actually look at the picture, those obstacles are nowhere to be found. There is no battlefield, no rough road, no charging army. The charioteer isn’t straining. He isn’t shouting commands. He simply stands, perfectly still.

It’s almost as though the card is asking us to question our assumptions.

Perhaps the real battle isn’t out there.

Perhaps it’s in here.

The black and white sphinxes seem to embody opposing forces: reason and emotion, courage and fear, planning and intuition, the conscious and unconscious mind. Left to themselves, they would almost certainly pull in different directions. Yet the charioteer doesn’t force them into submission.

In fact, he has no reins.

That omission is astonishing.

If this card were really about domination, the reins would be the most important object in the entire picture. Pamela could easily have painted magnificent golden harnesses stretching from the driver’s hands.

Instead, she paints…nothing.

The message seems surprisingly modern.

You don’t move forward by pulling harder.

You move forward by becoming aligned.

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The Chariot and Wu Wei

There’s an old idea in Taoism called wu wei, often translated as “effortless action.” It doesn’t mean laziness or passivity. It means acting without inner conflict. The master doesn’t appear powerful because he exerts more force than everyone else. He appears powerful because nothing inside him is working against itself.

The same principle appears in the martial arts. Beginners rely on muscular effort. Masters move with astonishing economy because every part of the body is working together.

The Chariot seems to celebrate that same kind of mastery.

Not force.

Alignment.

The Years that Lead to a Moment

Think about the biggest moments of your own life.

Writing the book.

Leaving the job.

Starting the business.

Falling in love.

The visible action often takes only a single day.

The invisible preparation may take years.

Long before the wheels begin to turn, something inside us has to come into harmony. One part of us can no longer be saying, “Go,” while another whispers, “Stay safe.”

Most of us believe we’re stuck because life is difficult.

Sometimes that’s true.

But just as often, we’re stuck because different parts of ourselves are pulling toward different destinations.

“I want to follow my dream.”

“I don’t want anyone to criticize me.”

“I want intimacy.”

“I’m terrified of being vulnerable.”

That’s a motionless chariot.

Not because there isn’t a road.

Because the driver hasn’t yet become whole.

Seen this way, The Chariot isn’t asking, “How strong is your will?”

It’s asking a far more interesting question:

How divided is your mind?

When those inner divisions begin to dissolve, movement becomes almost effortless. The struggle isn’t eliminated because the world suddenly becomes easy. It’s eliminated because we’ve stopped fighting ourselves.

Perhaps that’s why Pamela painted a motionless chariot.

She wasn’t showing us the moment of victory.

She was showing us the battle before the battle.

The quiet, invisible work of bringing ourselves into alignment.

Because once that work is complete, the journey has already begun.

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